Meditations On A Pebble

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Eyes cast down
I watch the pebble
honed to its simple tone
Watermarks of story blur
in waves of desires deferred
Thoughts never rise out of the lake
bees unwinged in the circle of a full life
Who can map the path of the breeze
fence the clouds shifting over the hill
Logos is a headless tree
waving into the starless night
Silence spelled like the absence
counters it



It is believed in the town that the sun directs its light into the well
staining pearly radiance at the curvature where she aims the spittle

He mapped the channel of the dribbling  silver by holding her body
blue grey like the spent rivulet draining into the dry mouth of delta

A green snake taken in the mouth stirs under the tongue of moon
the cobra ascends from her groin fans out hood of desire in her breast

When pain colors like oleander she knows the blood flows in reverse
from the tip of the finger to the dying throat of the flower rasping for breath

The last time I saw him he was saluting the sun, his head a hive of memories
he did not know she was crouched over the fire as a last act of supplication

One hand on the slab of shoulder, the other cupped over her ear he called
into the empty house, primeval cry razed down the structures of language



The aromatic roots in a tangle,
tug deep through breasts to ochre

space between ribs. Is earth same as
soil? Time differentiates one from

other. Drum beats as sand decants
into crevices between molars to hairy

growths drawn tensile down jaw line
where Y of vocal cords silence at throat.


Time holds her like a hand at the throat
when brass pot goes into the mouth of a well.

Words hang to the rope, distended into sounds –
slurps and gurgles that surface through saliva

poured into a glass on the table. Clear water
decanted of desire, fire of longing. As the sun

slices her face in the shadows of warmed bricks
phlegm threads in the food she brings out

slowly, laboured like this poem- words chunking,
spasmodic, taking her breath away in the effort.


Silence cannot be shredded
by the noises of birds,
each picking through the forest
a life its own.

It’s an effort to sit on the bark,
draw signs in air,
watch vapour from river rise
in a breath.

Light in sharp slant slices water.
In between rocks
time drowns, day silences
in deliberate chants.

* Vana, in Indian languages, means forest.


The glass holds the sunlight
in that unchanging instant
when birds empty their chest of songs.

The shadow remains frozen
in that perfect minute
when not a slant of life breathes.

Loops of letters drown in the river
in that whirlpool
when algae of silence wraps my heart.

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